Ramblings of an SCUM

Last saturday as I was accompanying my rotund fren in Sim Lim buying his new PC so that he was able to join the horde in their fight in WOW, I saw something that startled me. At the corner of my eye I saw a girl who was outside the shop that was potentially a mind blowing beauty. I excused myself quickly and went outside to take a second look. She was like wow, wow and more wow. Jaw dropping, mind blowing, senses numbing, and heart palpitating beautiful. mid 20ish, tall, slim and absolutely stunning. Despite her wearing eye glasses, which must have been supreme confidence on her part, she was still exuding radiance and elegance. She's easily the prettiest girl I saw this year bar none. Perhaps girl here is not the right word as woman would have been more apt. There was a look of sophistication added to sensual sassiness and elegance. Qualities not found in girls in their teens and early twenties no more how they might fake it. Her? She had them in abundance. After being visually stunned wide jaws agap momentarily, I saw the bf accompanying her. Erm, no comments(Its not nice to say bad things about ppl I do not know, they may turn out to be the nicest of nicest ppl). Surely there must be something in him that a girl such as herself saw and I shall leave it at that. Cheerios.

To hell with all the horoscope books that says 2 scorpios are a great union. Now I know how horrible a BF I had been, because its really a case of eating my own medicine with spit. We divulged nothing, always second guessing one another, our pride refusing to give way in an argument, and we start arguments for the sake of starting a fight only to dwell deeper into each other's mind, each sentence seems to be always ladened with an alternate meaning, its like both of us are playing a game of chess with each other, trying to manipulate the mind of the other yet always the game ends in a tie, with lotsa skillful maneuvering to paint the I'm right picture. Never had I been in the losing end of an argument with a GF before, always claiming outright victory and making the gf feel so bad that she was wrong, now I just have lots of unfinished arguments with neither party feeling satisfied and the argument saved for another day without any solutions. And the worst thing is that we keep all our deepest darkest secrets yet always prying at the other's, knowing that each other is throwing smoke screen(All the canned things we tell all our friends, true stuff but very superficial level). It was ok with gfs of other horoscope, they think they know the shit about me when they actually don't, and I could satisfy myself when I completely know their character inside out and how they work, both are happy. With this one, sure its mentally challenging and somehow keeps me thinking and analyzing about every bouts and continual guessing, sometimes thinking I've got everything figured out and then got dropped a bomb and its back to the drawing boards. Maybe thats what they meant when the books say scorpios are perfect union, because they keep each other interested with the constant mind games and both dun wanto lose so badly they lived with each other even though each try to make it a living hell for the other. Or maybe, the books are just trying to let us know how horrible a partner we are and we deserve each other....Crap!!